Journal 10/08/08

In the last 24 hours my emotions have been everywhere. There had been troubles with my relationship with my boyfriend. Yesterday I woke up and sat on the edge o f my bed and started tearing up because the night before I had had a fight with him. Things are really complicated right now and it seemed that he didn’t even care. Instead of letting myself turn over and cry again I got up and showered so that I could get on with my day. After my only class I broke down and took a two and a half hour nap. I didn’t feel like doing anything but staying in bed. My friend finally made me get up and go for a walk. We ended up finding really awesome things for our Halloween costumes. That cheered me up and the rest of the day was good. I talked to my boyfriend again last night and we worked out a lot of things that had been bothering me. We talked about what had been happening and what we wanted to happen in the future. I went to bed last night feeling alright about where we are in this relationship. I know that in order to move on and work this out I need to not worry about it and just focus on school and other friends. I think that it can work out…I hope.