Journal 12/3/08

Today is Wednesday and this week is going so slow. Today is a recovery day. Yesterday there was a lot of drama around me and today I am just trying get back to being good. I feel a little numb to life right now. I'm not really enjoying school or life right now. My friends are feeling distant. Old friends are making waves and I have been rocking those waves harder and I shouldn't be. My relationship with my bf sucks right now. I don't know what I'm going to do or what I even want to do. I can't wait for the semester to be over so that I can have a vacation. I need to get away from this place!!!